Tuesday, February 21, 2006

fight for fish

fight for fish ?

oh dear fish, there are many ways to cook a fish. But just knowing how to cook is not enough woh, have you tried eaten it before ?i bet you longed for it.

You don't have to tell me how you think it will taste like, coz i have tasted it, others might have to, but not you. Don't you realised it ?

Tell me if you get to taste it. I will tell you how it tasted like before..hahahahahaa

Monday, February 20, 2006

100

nice to be pamper
nice to be taken care
nice to be told
nice to be a part of it

Not nice to hear scandals
Not nice when its from two side
Not nice when you are the messenger
Not nice when you have to bear to listen
Not nice when you see the bad sides of it

Nice when it comes to proposal
Not nice when you have to take risk
Not nice when you it comes to money
but i have to think for my own company
am i being lucky or unlucky

Life is about an act
She taught me that
but she taught me too much
and she told me too much
how am i gonna deal with this
how am i gonna open my mouth

i hope she understand business is business
i hope she understand personal is personal
im gonna tell her

100

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Saturday Morning

Stoning in the jam
thinking where to go
she msged on the right time
and thus we headed date

a tap on the shoulder
yes its a friend i should have know
which i never get the chance to know
guessing left telling right
final guess you never know

It feels weird at first
but i dunno about her
drinking beer getting closer
i know what she wants but im hiding
i sent her off saying im sleepy
i did nothing wrong so i shouldn't be guilty
i went back in everything change already
it was a night to remember really


I met her back after 10 years
no more the tomboy but an angel now
her smile. it tickles me.
how she reminds me of one of my crushes
alot better actually. Alot.
but unfortunately she is taken
this is how things always happens

one two three four makes me feels like a pimp
i hope Aldy is around so i dun feel like an extinct spesis
all are new friends but more like very old friends
nice to know everyone still remembers klang

flirting is not new to me
but it feels weird with you flirting with me
like as you trying to hint me something
one wrong step i know everyone gets hurt
ask me something and im still taking it
seems like im adding more oil to the fire

ha ha is the first reaction when i heard it from them
seems like its not only me feeling that way
making drama stories faking intention
what they said was funny but maybe its right
hang urself to dead and you will get all your attention

I hope to see you smile
but it don't have to be for me
it was a past but still i remember
it feels one kind knowing your trouble
i hope they wont bothers you too much
i hope you will smile on the phone

Suddenly everything seems like a puzzle
everyone telling everyone different scandals
everyone knows everyone but not everyone

today i found another place of fun
a friend to rely and a place of ease

He took a step back and look
everything seems so clear now
He no longer keep asking why
coz he thought he knows
or maybe he choose just not to bother
maybe he bother but he pretend dun care
it was easier actually
to just be the one watching

when you want something badly
it turns out deadly
when you let it go and get your life on
it comes back to you just like this
like this is better like that

adik pergi mana is the last thing i remember on my way home
cant the police sees that im tooo sober to be driving
when will someone at least call me abang or mr

hahahaha...ok...im high...not drunk k ! and i need to work on blardyyy SUndayyyy..potong stimm betul !!!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

V'day

oh..shit..
things happens when you never thought it wil be
whats happening now
is something that i never thought will ever happened to me
and it is happening now..

Several different incoming numbers
it was the same person
Several flirting on the phone
it was fun and new

Now a present on my table
oh i got a present on valentine's day !
unwrap to be something that i told her yesterday
surprises me yet makes me feel guilty

too straight forward makes me think
different race culture makes me step back

should i play along with the game now ?

ask myself..i know...
ask myself..i know...

well...HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE DAY to everyone !!!!

Sunday, February 12, 2006

drama 1

7:05
Was planning to leave early for a dinner treat
"hey..got ammendments..you help me...don't go back 1st"

.......damn

8:05pm
I was late for the dinner. Damn frus di. Friends calling on and off.
I did the changes. Printed the mock up and found out some mistake. So i changed and reprint again. I went up to get the new print, when come back down, she was there..checking on the wrong printing..

"hey..why is this like that ? like blur and pixelated ???"
"ooo...this is the corrected wan actually"
"haiyaa...say laaa..don't scare us lahh !"

"ehhh..why do you put this 2 buntings in one A4 ???"
"you were supposed to put 1 bunting in 1 A4 ! why ?? you helping company to save printing and paper cost ah ??"


Damn..i so feel like shouting and snapping at her :
"HEY...IM STILL DOING THE CHANGES OK ??? I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO COME AND CHECK ON IT NOW !!!! DAMN YOU BITCHHH !!!!"

And it supposed wasn't my work to start with. The other designer was mc for the past 3 days, and i have to take over all his workload...damn tiring okk...I have to spend like dunno how long just to find back the work file ! i know the head AE herself was stress and wasn't too good mood herself.. but can't she respect me abit and talk nicely ?? ... wat "you want to help company save paper printing cost ah ? damn sarcasticc...cibai !

When she left, everyone was like making facial actions and bisikking to me to don't bother her..hahaha..no one likes her to start with ! hahahaa..
XX : " you know lahh..she is not married yet. She doen't have good sex life...so thats why laa ! "

My office is really a crazy place for scandals and rumours..hahahahahahahahaa...

if she ever shout at me for no proper reason again..i will just "bitch..shut up !" /..hahahahahhaa

Friday, February 10, 2006

blacklist c

It was quite packed the moment i step in. Was quite a while ago since i last dropped by..hahaha.

Everyone went in the room..and out..no one took more than 2 mins. It was my turn..

"hi..so..boy..you still studying rite ?"
"eerr..nop. Im working di"
"so whats your company name ?"
"XXX Advertising"
"oohh...so you didn't went to work this morning rite ?"
"yea.."
"so what excuse do you want to give ?"
"*stoned*...eerr...bad stomach"
"ok...pay and get your mc"

i walked out with a smile..hahaha...

Just Feel Better

Santana feat. Steven Tyler - Just Feel Better

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planed it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!

Yeah

-----

really like this song. The lyrics like a bit sad but the song doesn't sounds sad...more like happy..hahahha.. Steven Tyler didn't overshow his mouth eating mic vocal ability here, he did just that little bit of his style which really make this song unique

yea yea..finally i got this song..hahhhahahhaa

Monday, February 06, 2006

An Interview with ..part1

You : hi nice to meet you.
me : yea..nice to meet you too. Please have a seat

you : thanks. Can we start now ?
me : yea .sure.
you : so, hows your new year celebration ? did you get a lot of angpaos ?
me : new year as usual la. 38 38 here and there. Angpao money getting lesser year by year lehh..sigh

you : elaborate more laaa..
me : oo..as usual..the gambling tradition started off on new year eve at Yoon Sing's place. Many people turned out this time, including Dow Wei and the A1 gang. This time, i played more on mahjong...hahahaha...damn fun..keep tiu kaoing each other, hinting each other what biji they gonna throw, conning each other...and the best part is to win ..win ..win and winn..hahahaha..but damn..i lost 17 bucks on the 1st dayyy....

you : what time u woke up on New year first day then ?
me : don't remember.. noon i think. Then got called, then out for the tradition house to house visiting !!! damn hot...hot damn..tried almost all the pineapple biscuit in every friend's house. All tasted so same yet different..hahahaha. And of
course...what else but gamble alsoo.. dun remember what else happened that day.

you : what else do you remembered ?
me : i remembered one of the night..we were at Li Keng's place. Woo..i miss her so much, and her house hospitality..hahahaa...play mahjong and drink red wine, then liquor, then wine again, then finished the whole container of potato chips, then jelak of the pineapple tarts, then high high play mahjong..then i winnn...see..i win when we were not betting..tiu..cibaii..hahahahah..i went home feeling quite drowsy..hahaha..

you : hahahaha..
me : One of the night, it was boy's night out..hahahahaha..8 of us planned this once a year clubbing session..our first in mind..was to go RUSH...but it was so quite the empty when we reached there..which was quite potong stimm..finally we decided to change venue. Went over to Hartamas's Soda, which turn out to be worseeee...so silent...finally we know KL is the only last hope for us. And it did, we ended up in packed Beach Club, Thai Club was too packed anyway. Opened bottle and toast the whole night awayyyy...the band upstage before the DJ start spinning, preformed "our time is running out" by MUSE...woahhh..damn surprise...and it rockk...or maybe im not sober di that time..hahahahaha...

you : did you get any chick's number ?
me : hahahaha...i slipped my namecard into May's pocket..wuahahahhahaa..and she msged backk..ahhahahaha

you : wat laooo..what did you did to her ? faster sayyyy
me : i didnt rape her laaa..bodahhh

you : chun or not ?
me : anyway...we were still so high after they closed at 3am. Potong stimmmm...and we went for Bah Kut Teh after that..YES !!!! 4:30am in the morning and we are having Bak Kut Tehh..just fresh from the bowl soup..best giler !!!

You : wahhh.. crazy ahh..no need sleep ah ? what time did you slept then ?
me : the moment i reached home..hahahahahahha

You : .....
me : the next day night we went for Neway's KTV. RM48++ per person with buffet. Ada chinese food, western food, japanese food, dessert, toppings, sushi, dimsummm...woahh..damn best ! and damn alot of new songs...damn..we must go again one day !!!

you : wahh....
me : on the way back, all of us have this urge to go check out Flam and Qbar. Reached there, all said the chicks there are better than the ones in Beach Club..ahhahahaha...but we didn't went in in the end..coz Kevin was wearing
shorts..

you : hahaha..sure all la la muis..hahahahhahaa
me : the next next day, i slept the whole noon. Woke up, relatives came..same questions la..where you working laa..hows work laa...whats ur plan laa...wahh..so tall di la..grow up di laa...

you : hahahahaa...
me : not to say they give big angpao also..ahhaha...just kidding. Then the night, it was a sudden plan then everyone ended up at Vee's place for the 2nd time. Blackjackkkk time...i won abit ..hahahaha...Ahloong the banker won 80+..!@#$!#@! ..half of the money was Keguang's bet..ahhahaha..it was a nice night..we all the shoutings and naggings and play dumb facial tricks..hahahahaa..at the end, the banker was forced to treat us supper, and the supper costed him RM90+..he cursed...hahahahaha :)

you : wahh..kesian him lehhh...
me : alah..he so rich...dun worryyy..

you : hahaha..hey..brb..toilet. continue later./

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Happy Birthday to Me !

Finally decided to clear the pics from my phone camera after weeks...



wooaahhhh...



mamak session after futsal...normal routine



he never fail to entertain us !! hahahaha..



before our very first presentation.



My cleaned room...! which wasn't clean by me !



pre-RUSH posing with our new blink blink tailou ! went Beach Club in the end instead.



the banker that won 80+ bucks treating us supper, which costed him 90bucks ! hahaha



RM48++ buffet+3hours KTV. Japanese, Chinese food, dessert, dimsum, best gila !



I thought it was the same number. Until i realised it wasn't after taken !



Oo..spider..you will reach heaven once i push the viper button..hahahaha



Alvin's last roti canai before flying back to Shanghai.



Lou Lou Lou... !!!!



not really that nice food choice this year..hhmmm



birthday cake for everybody.



2nd stop at vee's house.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Happy Chinese New Year

Another stress filling, tiredness haunting week has passed, finally. And the best part is that, i got my first pay check from my current company yesterday, in cash somemore!!! hahaha.."woo..cc..cash ah ??"... " you nak raya kan ?" ... so nice :)

Dad and mom was having cold war again few days ago, which added up to my tiredness and numbness everytime i reached home. What a time in the year but this time ??



Nearly cannot make it for my S3ACA class gathering yesterday night at Teluk Gong. Stupid work laaa...everyone knows im taking leave on Saturday, purposely like wan me to finish up everything on friday nite. Felt quite paiseh to have all of them, i think around 20+ turned up, waiting for me to "lou sang"..hahahahahahaha...good to catch up with everyone after almost a year !! 2:30am, i thought tat will end my uber tiring day after fetching the gals back, but i went over for another yumchar session with Alvin, Yoon Sing and Twu Chin. Alvin, who just came back a day ago from Shanghai for a short CNY holiday.( have to give face..hahaha ) Still the same buddy that i know but maybe a bit thinner now.

Skiat is back also, from Beijing. Think will see him very soon.



Just had reunion lunch just now. Both parents ok back di..heh. Good news :)

And yesterday was quite surprised when i reached home, my room is sooo tidy. Stoned for a while. I thought my mom did it, but only found out it was my dad. Lagi surprise then..ahhahaha...

I haven't wash the car yet. And i haven't even cut my hair yet. I hadn't bought any new clothes for CNY..where have all my time gone ?? i really dunno..work ? more like a slave..ahahha..

Well..still...its holiday now. Need to continue to catch up with my sleep. Tonight most probably will be the start of the gambling session at yoon sing's place. Haha..the tradition ! hahahaha...

Im tired but feeling warm and happy, but too lazy to smile.
Happy Chinese New Year Everyone !!!!!!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Damn....im fucking impressed...this MV was did by our locals. Malaysian. Love Me Butch. Go download and watch it if you think malaysian sucks...

www.lovemebutch.com

Im impresseddd...

Monday 11pm

Yesterday i reached home around 8 plus, which is kinda early for me..hahahaha...got myself prepared for today's jamming session. Got a call then went out yumchar with the Hunterians gang. Its been a while since we last sat down and have a good time. It was about 11pm time to go when we coming out plans of what to do for CNY this year, as many of us start working on the 4th or 5th day i think. I forgot who came out with this saying, "hey..we so long didn't go singk di" ... "come la..we go during CNY"..." ehh, come la..we go now !" ... "sure or not boh ?" ...." yalah, you think i kidding ahh" ...forgot who said which sentences, but the next thing we know, 7 of us were heading towards Newsktv..ahahahaha

I like on the spot surprise planning...but that is if its not too much. hahaha..coz like for now...im so damn sleepyyyy....reached home yesteday around 2am in the morning..by the time mandi, then online a bit..waiting for hair to dry...its almost 3 oledi...hahahaha..help helped...:(

Yesterday, I told my AEs i got relatives wedding tonight..hahahahahhaahhaa...so im not gonna stay on late for work tonight...yea yea

Today the office seems so quiet, becoz the so called "mother" is not in yet...hahahaha, as she have a meeting going on, coming in only at 11. So no job brief for me in the next hour..yeh yeh....

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

OSX

K..wooo...finally get to change my working comp from OS9 to OSX ...hahahaa..nice nice :)

K...So now have to get myself to get use to this new comp...different shortcut keys...but the expose is quite cool..hahahaha

K..i remember i used to hate Mac ... ahahahaa...


K. Well, jamming tomolo night. Jake roped in his ex.bassist. Really hope no one ffk this time, and hopefull hopefully please i dun have to work late tomolo.

K. Well, the past week have been really tiring. Didn't really have enough sleep for almost everyday..

K..have to work.. Rush hour again.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

space out

These days, every morning when im on the way driving to work, my mind keep have this like space out kind of feelings. Alot of stupid stupid thoughts went in and out of my mind. Stare blankly, observing the cars and peoples in trafific jam, you tend to see alot of small habit and movements everyone have. Listening to hitz.fm, the lyrics of some of the songs sounds so clear and obvious, which you never really get what they are singing the last few times u heard it. i laughed to the stupid hitz morning crew jokes. which sometimes a little annoying as my face muscle is not fully stretch yet..hahahaha...sometimes i really hope the next song will be a song that i know how to sing, or at least like the song...but it never happened..ahahahah..i would like to hear the new Steven Tyler collaborate with Santana song, forgot whats the song title, and Weezer's "perfect situation"..where you can go "oh hoooo... oh hooo.." hehehe...the last time i heard that santana's song, i was about to pump petrol..potong stimm. I need a cd player..hhahahahaa

Always thought of to update this the first thing i reached office. But will always have deadline either by 10 or 11, rushing rushing, big contrast with my space out driving on the way. My new working environment so far so good la. Workload is forever like war rushing for deadlines, design and illustrations wise still ok but i hate it when the client come back that they wanted a new art direction, there it goes all over again...the fun part, and is also the scary part, is to hear some internal politics and gossips happening in the office, or how when a event was screwed up and you see the big shot people swinging doors and banging tables, not to forget the loud swearing..hahahahaha...kesian some of the despatch boys, forever kena marah from 2 sides.

My band wise, i dunno what happened. But Inez pulled off last minute, saying that she still not mature and independent enough to join us, which i think kinda a weird reasons. So we didn't get to jam at the end, kinda potong stim...so near yet so far...hahaha...but my passion is still there, i will keep looking around.

Good news is we closed our first account finally. And you know , my little brother kena 4D !!! 2nd prize...RM3000 !!! lucky bastard him..hahaha..and u know, the number he bought is my 2nd bro's car plate number...hahahahahahahahahahaaa

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Syoknya Fatt Choy

My AE and copywriter and most of the important people went off for the "Syoknya Fatt Choy" event. The office quite quiet now..hahahahahahaa...can sampat sampat with the colleagues and the new staff that came in today.

Kinda excited now. After few rounds of waiting, finally having Inez for bass, Jake for vocals, me on guitars and Weiloon on drums, jamming our own original songs as soon as everyone is prepared. I really really hope it will be one hell fun jamming session !!! coz this will be the first time we playing original tracks, really dunno how it will turn out. In a way, like a bit "manufactured"..but its a step nearer i guessed :)

But im damn stuck now to pen down the lyrics for Jake. shit shit...crap.

Today i was rushing so just simply wear one of my bro's long pants. It was then when i reached office, found out that the back part below pocket sudah koyak...damn big hole somemore..damn shittyy...aii aii...and imagine i have to keep going up and down for test printing...@#$$3$@

k.. off

Street Roar

Went to Street Roar @ KL Performing Arts Centre on Saturday night ( you know, ....but it was kinda fun. They have bands from Japan, HK, Korea and Malaysia. But the venue was kinda damp from the rain. damn...there goes my shoes and jeans. I went with Dow Wei, Eshuan, Chufan and Sin, met Weiloon and friends and Sean there.

The highlight will be when this HK band False Alarm goes up the stage..imagine HK chinese people singing English...tak ngam ehh..hhahaha...it was then Dow Wei start getting high after some beers and making fun. They were singing this song with the chorus like "go away"...then Dow Wei start shouting "go awayyyyy....go awayyyyy..... please go awayyyyyyy"...even when they are playing the verse...damn shit..everyone was looking at us..wuahahahhahaa...damn paisehhh.. !!!! then after a while, i dun care oledi also...i followed Dow Wei, " go awayyyy go awayyy...just fucking go awayyyy" hahahahaha..tat was fun !hahahahahaa...then after that, they jammed this song titled "give me more" ...then Dow Wei started it againnn..."give me more !!!1 give me more !!!!", "let's get retardedddd !!!"..."yeah..lets get retardedddd !!!! " "give me moreeeee!!!!"hahahahahahhaaa....tat was damn weird..everyone was smilingggg..hahahahahahahahaa...and ya..mind you..yes..we are only about 3 meter from the stage !!! hahahahahahahaa... but actually their music is quite ok..just the vocalist...damn nah pek...ownself jumped until his black spec fell off...damn xia xui..ahhahahahaa

Well, in my opinion. I think our Malaysian local music scene bands are much better than them. Just ask Love Me Butch, or Butterfingers, or Disagree, or Dragon Red be on stage, it will make them look like high school college bands..ahahah...no offense ya..just my opinion

Friday, January 06, 2006

Office toilet scandal

You know...my office toilet got 2 cubicle
you know...i was shitting today with earphone listening to my phone mp3
you know...i didn't switch on the light coz i think its bright enough to see
you know...a colleague bang on my door thought it wasn't occupied
you know...i didn't hear him or her, coz my ear is occupied
you know...he or she switched on the light for me
you know...then he or she switched off the light
you know...then he or she switched on the light back again
you know...then only i realised someone is outside
you know...i can heard he or she went into the next cubicle
you know...our office toilet walls top part was not fully separated
you know...which allows some air ventilation
you know...back to shit
you know...i heard something
you know...then i smell something
you know...it doens't smell like my own shit
you know...i recognise my own shit smell
you know...it smells weird
you know...i was wondering where is my shit smell
you know...i think he or she must have lao sai
you know...or else it wont overpowered my own shit smell
you know...then i heard stimulating farts like engine
you know...it makes you frown..eeeeee..
you know...you subconscious trying to sniff how is the smell this time
you know...he or she finished off faster than me
you know...i still dunno who is it...hahahaha..
you know...when im done and out, glad i have no changes for my design :)

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

ROCK

I went to watch ROCK yesterday, alone..hahaha..coz i know sure i never going to find anyone to teman me to watch that movie. Ya, its a malay movie, about rock music.

Oh..well..it was crap. My first crap movie of the year. Thought it will inspired or motivate me. Blek.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

my first sin of 2006

2005 new year eve i was at Ikano. Countdown finished and everyone start celebrating and spraying those "snow". Was quite hyper, drew picked up one of the finished snow spray cans, i took it from him and play with it for fun. was busy playing, a guy came over and asked
"hey, where did you bought that ? how much is one can ? "
"you want ah..i can sell you this for 10 bucks ! not selling in other place anymore lehhhh ! oledi very cheap !"

of course..i didn't conned him in the end..hahahaha

was on the way walking out of Ikano. Envy seeing some small kids playing with those snow cans. Picked up another empty snow spray. Then i saw this little gal with 2 spray cans in her hands. Happily spraying ! I went up to her, handed her my empty cans, smile at her, then signal her to pass me one of her snow can ! AND SHE DID !!!!!!!! AND I TOOK IT !!! hhahahahahahahahaaa..

without even turning back, i just walk away after that. then i spray at all my friends..ahahahahahaa


I CONNED A LITTLE GAL !!!!

Now i felt a bit guilty after 2 days later..hahahaha..just a little bit.

lesson of the day : don't simply take things from stranger..hahahahahahaa...

To you : sorry sorry...not everytime you met people like me, there are alot of good people out there. I hope you grow up to be a pretty and nice gal. I see you again next year maybe ..hehehehe..

Monday, January 02, 2006

2006

Finally it came to a new year. I guessed 2005 wasn't really a good year for me.hahaha..too many ups and downs. Been through the lowest point of my life in one period i guessed. Work wise i think i kinda screwed up also.

I dunno what i planned to achieve by 2005, i think i didn't set any also. hahahahaa..

Like chichi, shouldnt believe in new year resolution also..if wanna do can just do anytime..hahaha..but well, i just have few plans for 2006.

1. doing the right path for my career.
2. get a band. get into the local music scene
3. write more killer songs ! hahaha..
4. not screwing up anything anymore.
5. don't take things for granted anymore.
6. not to be broke..this is hard i guess..hahahaha



Happy New Year everyone ! :)